三个爱情故事

昨天和今天听了三个爱情故事∶

第一:

有个女生，爱上了一个不该爱的人。她爱上了一个原本很不错的男生，但后来学会赌博而迷上了赌博，成了赌徒。曾经女生真的很爱他，为了帮他渡过难关而到处向人借钱，只为了让他还渡过难关。她甚至利用了另一个对她好的男生，向他借钱后瞒着那男生去为男友还债。可惜她男友从不珍惜，依然烂赌成性，甚至还让女生成了向大耳窿借债的债主，让女生活在生不如死的生活。女生从来不敢告诉家人，朋友，自己一个人默默承受这一切。可恶的男友，还一而再的威胁女生说，如果不帮他，他就会告诉女生的家人说女生到处欠债，这男生真的有够贱！女生的朋友开始发觉女生有心事，终于有一天，女生将所有事情都说出来了，而朋友们都一直劝说要这女生尽快离开那男生。最后，这女生也真的离开了那男友，女生为男友所背负的大耳窿债也好彩的解决了。。。。

第二∶

有个女生，本来拥有一个四年感情的男友，但女生一直嫌男友学历低，没上进心，而最后女生与四年的男友分手了。不久后，女生与另一个男生开始了一段新的恋情。可那新男友也不见得拥有比前男友还好的条件，但女生就是要和他一起。起初，女生一直觉得新男友很好，可以不介意他所有的缺点。但现在，日子久了，女生开始嫌东嫌西，更糟糕的是，女生还明知前男友余情未了，女生还继续跟前男友联络，趁男友不在时和前男友通电话。因为女生现在和男友同居，但男友因为工作，所以只在周末回来，所以女生还吩咐前男友说，千万别再周末打电话给她。前男友真的痴痴爱着女生，甚至认为说，如果有一天女生和男友分手了，而回到了这前男友的身边，这男生还真的愿意要回这女生。。。。。

第三∶

今天我的dear突然打电话来，在电话里头痛哭，告诉我说原来他还爱着她。。。。他和她曾经在一起很久了，但间中一直分分合合，最后，终于狠心分手了。后来，今天他才告诉我说，其实，之前是他提出分手的，原因是因为当女生今大学时，成绩一直不好，男生认为是他害了她，而且男生也希望女生变得更勇敢面对生活，更独立些，男生因此而狠心跟女生分手。当初的想法就是要让她变好。终于，现在女生成绩也不错了，思想也变得成熟了很多，但同时，她也有了一位要好的男友。男生知道此事后，很伤心很伤心，因为他从来就没有放弃她，他一心想让女生变得 更勇敢，更成熟，但如今，他的目的达成了，可是一直被蒙在谷里的女生却有了一位要好的男生。终于，男生也对女生说出了当初的原因，但被丢下的，就是一句“你很自私”。男生一直怨自己，认为自己真的很错，自做聪明的选了他认为是最对的一条路，但如今，目的达成了，可是在她身边照顾她的男生，不再是他了。。。。


以上的故事都是真人真事，都是身边朋友的故事。

爱情，真的没有谁对谁错。。。。。。。

闲来无事做的一妆

昨天下午，在家闷了整天，于是便听取了一个朋友的意见，他叫我不如就在家玩玩化妆，练习化妆计巧。。。
翻翻我的化妆包，才发觉我有的颜色也不多，而且我也一直只善常画棕色的眼影。。。看来，是时候去为我的化妆包进新货了，呵呵。。。
以下就是我画出来的成果，才发觉照片中看不太清楚我的妆啊，但事实上是蛮浓的妆了，可是也不致于浓到要出席晚宴的妆啦。。。

最喜欢这一张了 ^^

12th May, 2009. Greenbox, Sg.Wang

昨天，五月十二号，和其他四位朋友兼“邻居”到金河的GreenBox唱K。很开心因为唱K本来就是我最喜爱的娱乐，再说因为之前都很忙，所以也很少去唱了。昨天，我们从下午四点唱一直继续到晚上的buffet时段。因为只要多加个十块就可以继续buffet时段了，蛮值得的嘛。。。

唱歌之余，也拍了一些搞怪的照片:

由于这位先生每次都不拿“咪”唱歌，所以一定要逼逼他

NIC 心血来朝的说要做搞怪五连拍。。。。

我和NIC

Bear,Elvina,Me,Jeff　:

由于大家都毕业了，身边的这班朋友都一个一个开始分布到不同的地方了，有的回家乡，有的到可以发展的地方去。好舍不得，好讨厌这种感觉和情景，但都没办法，这些悲欢离合都是生活的一部分啊，只希望今后大家都一直保持联络咯。。。。



最近都一直在好好的珍惜这每一秒，每一刻。。。

Specially for Teacher See

Few days ago, teacher See gave me an assignment, asking to look for recipes online and then ask to email to her, but till now i haven't touch this assignment yet.... teacher See, jangan marah ya.... haha

Actually teacher See wants me to do this assignment because she is on her way to be a good wife in the future, that's y she wants to improve her cooking skill.

Well, since i am going to help her to find recipes, so might as well i post those recipes here too so that i can share with everyone that is on their way to be a good wife in the future too, hehe .....

Teacher See, this column is specially open for u, make sure u cook nice food for me next time ;P

2nd day after finished exam

Today is the 2nd day after exam and it is a real boring day.

I woke up at around 10sth in the morning then just face pc until noon time and start to do some cleaning job inside the house. Mop the floor, clean the balcony, wash the bathroom, wash the aquarium..... It was an enjoyable cleaning job actually, i love do housework when there is no one at home, so that no one is there to disturb, hahahaha......

After the cleaning job, basically i stayed at home whole day to watch drama only. Wanted to go KLCC for the dinotrek and i actually managed to get RM 20.00 of syilling from my tabung duit, but the day is really hot and i felt lazy so never go out at all. Wow, ya, only realised, i never step out from my house at all today......

When come to night time, really felt very boring lar .... tomolo my frens wil be finish their final exam, hopefully there wil be plans for tomolo so that i wont be boring at home again.

One of my fren asked me " do u have any interest , so that u wont feel boring with your life "....i answered him " my interest all need money, i like to go shopping, i like to go bookstore to buy book tat i like, i like to go continue my piano lesson, i like to go travel, i like to go here and there, to see different things " and he said "aha, really expensive" thats y i answered " that's y, no money = no interest" ;P

Well, he actually make a good question, i think i am now lack of having to do things that i like to do, that's y i am feeling so boring with my life. From now on, i need to think of any inexpensive interest to go with ... haha....

1st day after finished final exam

Today is the 1st day of my holiday, after my final exam yesterday .....

Well, last night i slept at 10sth since i was really really tired after the exam yesterday. Then i woke up at around 11sth this morning. Actually i woke up at 5.30am cz i forgot to shut down my alarm and got wake up by the alarm, then i on my pc to play facebook for around 1 hour and then went back to continue my sleeping ... haha..... i sleep until around 11sth but then stil wan to lay on the bed, i miss my bed so much, been not lying on it for around one week already....

After tat, i went to take lunch with xiong and mika, and also my housemate yy, we went to eat mixed rice at the store nearby. Then, me and yy went to the canteen to buy teh ice, we are so addicted to canteen's teh ice, dunno y ... haha, really addicted, not onli me and yy, even another housemate sy also addicted to it ..... basically, canteen already earned alot of money from my house.

After everything , it was around 2sth already and i was sitting in front of the pc, thinking whether wan to go out today, since i really feel wan to go to kinokuniya. But then, suddenly my fren KL said that wil come find me for a drink at 4pm, so i went to take bath and get prepared. But after i wear nicely and did some slight make up, he suddenly say that to come find me tonight... sigh ... so, no choice, i just stay at home and msn with few frens and i even tell my fren tat someone "put aeroplane" on me... and mayb he wan to revenge cz before tat i always "put aeroplane" on him, haha........

Then, finally i decided to go out to KLCC. I went out at 5pm and went to repair my shoe before going to KLCC and i left the shoe there, but then the person asked me to come back at 7pm cz scare that he might not be there after 7pm, so i actually have onli 1 hour of time to stay at KLCC.
When i reached KLCC, the 1st place i go was kinokuniya, a bookstore inside KLCC, a place tat i wanted to come so long time d and stil dun have the chance. Finally i have the chance to come visit today... i already forgotten when was my last visit to kinokuniya, haha..... actually, wanted to stay there and read some book, but to my surprise, there are so many ppl inside kinokuniya. Yup, mayb because today is public holiday for wesak day. I went in and just slightly look at few books onli and i didn't stay there to read, because really a lot of ppl.

After that, i went to the art gallery to see some art. I like to go places like this, i enjoy art, although sometime i dun really get the meaning behind the art, i stil enjoy looking at art, and try to feel wats the story behind. This is the second time i went in to the art gallery at KLCC, somemore it is free admission, tats y, i like to go KLCC art gallery, hahahahahaha ....


Well, the art showing at art gallery was the art from "Eng Tay" who is a Malaysian born and New York based artist. It was all about prints, paintings, sculptures, marquettes and hand-painted ceramic work. The main story from his art is all about the tender moments of love, togetherness and camaraderie (which is familiarity and trust between frens). Too bad tat i cant take photo inside, but also lucky that i found one of his website on the net and there are few of his works on the website. If u are interested, u can check it out at http://www.tapir.com/home.html

Of all of his work, there is one work tat really touched my heart. Is a sculptur name " precious moment" which is a moment a mum playing with her children. Yup, again, i cant take picture of it during the visit just now but i found his work on the website above and below is the picture of the "precious moment" sculpture :




Sweet right? and is true tat this is always the precious moment, the moment to be together with family is always the precious moment. Miss my family suddenly and really wish my mum to have a happy mother's day. Sorry tat i couldn't back home, but i really wish tat my mum wil stil have a happy mother's day and be happy always.

Besides the art, there is one meaningful quote from the artist. He says that " The place that one belong to is very important. What is inside your heart you cant change no matter where you are. You are always from that place". The first thing that came into my mind is family, yes, there is the place tat i belong to and no matter how much i changed inside my heart or how much i changed in my life, i am always from there. Family is always there for me and they are really precious to me.

After the visit to the art gallery, i then went to Sasa to buy some cosmetic accessories. I bought a foundation sponge, eyelash curler rubber, a so called "eye brow knife " ( cz i dunno wat it suppose to call) and 3 pieces of eye mask. This eye mask was not in my shopping list today, but then the promoter keep promote it since got sales, so end up my heart also agreed with the promoter and buy it. Total up is RM34.60 but to my surprise, i only have around RM40 in my purse and i nearly have no money to back from KLCC, haha.... and now i have no cash with me at all, since i do not have ATM card of the stealing case happened, and tats y i couldnt get any cash now until my visit to the bank to withdraw money.



Since i do not have cash anymore and is already around 7pm, i left KLCC and went back to get my repaired shoe before i back home. At around 8pm, i went out to have dinner with my hometown fren, which is KL, Bo Zi, Taufu and one of their fren Tony. Really long time never see them and felt happy to have dinner together cz talked alot and realised that, there are really a lot of gals from my hometown already get married. Wow ... a lot of them already get married and some even have babies and me, i am stil a single lady here.... i think i should really be more hardworking to look for my mr.right, haha...... Ms. Sylvia, see ..... so many gals from our hometown already got married, so must work hard with me ya, dun forget tat u promise to bring guy back from taiwan during ur visit to taiwan, and also find a good temple to pray hard, haha.....
After the dinner, i went to my fren's house a while and then back home.

Oh ya, today went to KLCC, i came across with the petrosains dinotrek. I wanted to visit this dinotrek very much , and is not so expensive too, adult admission fee is only Rm6.00. I actually thougt wan to go tomolo since i have no other plan tomolo, but too bad tat i dun have cash anymore and the bank is not open tomolo... tats y, sigh .... i think i can only stay at home for the whole day tomolo..... anyway, i really wan to make a visit one day for this petrosains dinotrek, i love dinosaurs alot, so i really need to visit them one time, haha... i remembered that during my childhood, there are few dinosaurs exhibition too and my parents always like to bring us for the exhibition and i am so in love with them. I love something that is mysterious and has history, and i think, this is y i feel so interested with dinosaurs, since they are really a mystery to me, aha.... Also, since i was a kid, my parents always buy dinosaur cartoon for me, oh ... i miss those cartoons very much now.....

Brochure for petrosains dinotrek :P


Well, this is my day today, and no plan for tomolo yet, hope that i can have another fulfilled day tomolo.

Wish everyone of you have a nice day too since tomolo is a holiday =) (opps, but not a holiday to ms.sylvia =p )

Also, wish all mothers happy mother's day ^^

Conclusion on my 4 years of degree life

Finally, i had finished all my final papers, and yes, it was really a tiring and also a disappointed journey. Not onli wat happpened during the 1st paper, also, the next few exam paper, everything was not well, and i believe the result wil be not well too .....

Finally finish my 4 years of degree life (hopefully, since ... at tis moment, i also cant say whether i can grad by this sem onot because i am really not confident to pass my papers at all). What can i conclude for this four years is, i am really feeling disappointed with myself. Dunno y, i really couldnt get a good result, i believe tat, this not onli make myself disappointed, it disappointed my parents too, since i think they are putting high hope on their children, wishing tat their children can do better in everthing. Somemore, i have no confident tat i can grad by this sem, this really make me feel nervous when think about it, i tried to persuade myself very hard for not to think about it, but at time, it really come to my mind and i cant stop thinking.

Well, wat can i do next if i really grad? Find a job i think... before tat i was thinking to take master, but now i am really disappointed with myself, so better find a job for myself. But, i felt no confident at all.... dad said tat he wil try to ask around whether is there any job for me and asked for my result, i felt shameful with my result, i felt shameful to make my dad shameful as well if he tells ppl hows my result when trying to ask job for me.

Actually, i would prefer to find a job myself, cz i really dun wan to make my dad so shameful, but, at the same time, i dun think is good to just reject my dad's idea, since wat he did is for my own good too ... sigh ...... i really disappointed with myself anyway.

I dunno , mayb i am a perfectionist, but, not 100 % perfectionist, haha...... cz, i will only feel confident if something is perfect, otherwise, i will feel no confident at all, really no at all ..... like for now, i dun even have confident to go find job, just because my result is not perfect at all. I know tat the world is realistic and if u are not perfect, then no one wil look up on u, ppl might just look down on u, this is a realistic world and now, i am feeling scare to enter this realistic world.

Anyway, i need to brave myself and be strong, no matter how ... i stil need to go on with my journey........ wish me luck ~~

To Mr.NoName

Dear Mr.No Name,

I guess u are on the flight now, since u said tat ur flight wil be at 1am.... I hope tat u wil have a safe flight. Even though you never do wat u promised to me before and i also have nothing to say for that, since, its so complicated...... I myself also dunno wat i m i thinking and wat i wan.

Anyway, i wish tat u wil do wat u promised to do four months later, i wish tat everything wil come true and be fine. I dunno wat will happen in the future but at least this is wat i wish at this moment.

Hope u have a safe flight and reach safe, good night.

I am so scare right now ...

Today is the first day of my final exam, but then things really doesn't goes well....

I did my revision last night until 4am and then went to sleep and set my alarm to be 6am, 6.30am and 7am.... cz i tot to wake up in the morning to do final revision before going to exam. But mayb i am too tired recently until couldn't hear the alarm at all. Until when i woke up this morning, is already 9.20am, and my exam started at 9am. I was shocked, really scared, dunno wat to do and quickly run to uni hopefully to sit the exam on time, because according to the rules, if we are late for 30min during the exam then we are not eligible to sit for the exam and need to repeat this subject for next year. I reached there at 9.40am and supposed to be late but i beg the lecturer to let me sit for the exam and at last, he agreed, i was really grateful to him, otherwise, i have no hope to graduate at all.

The paper end at 11am, i sat at 9.40am and i was stil in a shock condition, i am scare and shivering all the time. Seeing the time passed minutes to minutes, my heart really beating fast and even gastric. I really too worry until i couldn't think of anything. Supposingly the question not very hard and i can do it, but then i am really too worry until i mess up everything inside my mind and at last, i really couldn't write out anything that can contribute marks for my exam.

I felt disappointed as i studied hard for this subject but then end up like this. I studied hard on this first subject cz i know very well on myself that, each exam period, i will never get the best result for the first paper, because i will be very nervous for the first paper, stress until i really cannot do it well, that's well i know myself very well that i will never do well in the first paper. I tried hard to cope with it, tried hard to not to make myself so nervous and be calm, but still cant.

I thought it is ok if i cannot pass this subject because i still have another hope for the supplymentary paper. So after the exam, i went to the office lobby to look for supp paper's time table, to my surprise, no time table for supp paper at all, then only one things come to my mind "is there still a supp paper for us" ? Because, the uni examination system did changed before, i am not sure start from which year, the new batch of students tat come in will no longer have supp paper anymore. If they fail in the paper, they wil need to repeat it on the next sem. This subject is a elective subject for me, and is combined with some other course's junior. So, what m i worry now is that, will it be because of this, we are actually having no more supp paper now ?

I really have no hope at the moment. If there is no supp paper for this subject, then i will not be graduating this sem. I will make my family disappointed, but what can i do now ? I feel sad when think that i cant graduate this sem, i feel worry and nervous when think that i have make my family disappointed.

I am really losing hope now ... four more papers ahead, but i dunno how to face everything anymore ~~~